I knew that I love you and it is enough for me.
I knew that God loves so much. So, I decide to leave you because it is HIS sign: to leave you.
To find the true happiness, we sometime need to let each other. Therefore, we will know that do I really love you or it’s just a fake love.
Whatever the answer, I love you and it is enough for me.
Remember that Allah SWT is the Most Merciful and the Most Forgiving.
Make Dua to Allah and be patient. If this man is in your taqdeer, no one can stop this and on the other hand if Allah SWT does not want this for you, there is nothing that you can do to marry him. Keep in mind that Allah SWT is the best of planners. Trust in Allah.
Involve yourself in good actions so that your mind will be occupied. Attending religious lectures, serving your parents, helping the needy etc. are some suggestions.
May Allah Ta’ala grant you a husband that will be the coolness of your eyes. Ameen!